💓 to heart session

 

How have you been? Tolu

Okay I guess ......

Just okay?

Yes pastor. 

How' has the week been?

Arrggggg! Terrible! It's been stressful oh, I come back home everyday exhausted and tired from the Lagos traffic.

Lol...I see, it's everywhere dear. So how has life been treating you.

Hnmmmmm, honestly.. I don't know I'm just there and tired emotionally...

Why?

I feel abit hurt and sad this days!... That son of Adam won't talk to me, lately he's been Cold and off. I feel we don't communicate deeply.

And why is that?

How am i suppose to know!??? I feel like I'm forcing myself on him! Anytime i bring up the issue of when is he proposing, he goes cold like a dead man! His face changes to pale and suddenly he goes in mood swing. But when i say baby let's have bang! That's when he shines his thirty two and starts calling me shuga shuga mtcheeew! It's been stressing me out emotionally!..

Why not take in a deep breath and relax child... Isaiah 60:22 says  when the time is right, I the Lord will make it happen. You don't have to force it... When it's time it will work like magic!

Right!! You say this Everytime, but when ??? I'm tired of waiting around....

I feel like I don't even need a man! Why should i??? When I get all the satisfaction I want from touching myself every night.

Oh dear! You still do that? It's destructive you do know that! You need a man in your life! a family, family is everything...

I..iii donno I'm just tired! You think the reason why he hasn't proposed is because I'm not satisfing him sexually, he doesn't make me cum, i just fake it all the time.

Oh Tolu!! Sex doesn't keep a man! Close your legs You're Worth more than that! Is cum all that matters to you?

 How about working on your self esteem?? Not loosing your self respect because of cum!!  Oh Jesus Lord this child will give me a heart attack!!

Let's pray Tolu... 

We shall continue next week. Father Lord we thank you for...............

@loluafrika