A Roman Leta.

 

August 16, 12:05am

 To my future husband.

 It's past midnight, so quiet and cold on the sofa' i can't sleep, not because i don't want to, but because have been thinking about you. 

Last night at the vigil, i silently asked God for a sign to hear from you. You won't understand! Sighs... the way i feel lonely this days' the urge to feel wanted and sense of belonging, got me soaked up in emotions like a swollen Garri.

I Know you exist! And i can feel you so close to my skin. The magnetic attraction tells me you're close by, i just don't know where.

I have this weird feel, that we have met, talked briefly, and even exchange coy looks. I bet our first hug ll' hit differently. I'm still 19 lol... I know..

I just have this confident feel that' I'm ready to see you... And say something sweet and mushy to the Father of my unborn children. 

You know my friends tell me I'll end up being a lonely nun' with my weird tingle.

Sometimes, i get scared cos' it might just be the truth. I believe you're definitely going to prove them wrong.

Can i just meet you soon.... hmmmmm

I don't even know your name....your skin color, for once Good Lord..I wanna have a feel of your Beard's lol..

We do have things in common right? Coz i can be very weird' and I'm believing you too must be super weird!.

I'll stop searching for you, coz i believe God said when it's time 'I the Lord will make it happen.

And when you finally come, i olu_ damilola, will be the best thing that ll'ever happen to you! 

I bet you ll make a great father, so I'm going to wait patiently and save all my love for you.. coz you're Worth it!

Olu-damilola

Lolu_afrika.