LEO'

The evening was quite and cold on my toes. I was so angry! I threw the vase he brought to the wall, and mistakenly bruise my palm.

I couldn't help it but break down in tears.

I don't want you anymore, i i can't! I sobbed quietly while scratching my hair like i was high on drugs, you keep hurting me everytime, and you said you love me?

Blue... he said huskly, coming too close.

Don't touch me! I sobbed loud, now my head hurts. I'm so tired of crying. If someone ever told me i was going to cry over an Adam's son! I would laugh it off, but life happened so fast!

Oh good Lord this Adam doesn't deserve me! I want something better lord.

Blue, hear me out! I love you... I swear! I'm sorry!

Everytime you're sorry! Why are you sorry?.

Cos I hurt your feelings

And you said you love me?

Of course I do Blue, he whispered softly.. I'm trying! he broke down to tears. Now this is what i hate. I hate to see him cry.

Blue i said I'm sorry, I know you deserve better, but I love you! I do ! I'm trying my best, i was broken when you met me, I was messed up!! I'm addicted, yet you still stick around why!!!

Cos I love you silly! I cut him off, and yet you won't change and be the Man I want you to be !. Good Lord I hissed out loud..

And since i didn't turn out to be the man you want why re you still around!..

Cos I love you leo.

And that doesn't include showing it!

Of course I do leo! I shouted.

I show you love everytime, don't paint me black, I said poking my fingers at him! But you wouldn't see it! How could you when you're so caught up in your shells of black smoke.

Okay! Okay! easy tiger!!! Blue, sighs...Don't do this to me! i i I'm trying I know I'm not the best man for you right now, he said coming closer to kiss my forehead. I love you blue and I mean it! I'll try my best to be your best man' you are my piority shuga, no one else.

No leo! Don't! don't say those to me words! Maybe you are just unhealthy to my soul?

So you ain't gonna forgive me ? Blue...

Don't blue me!! Jerk i yelled while hitting his chest with my small hands..

And slowly he bites my lower lips giving my tongue a long suck.

Oh good heavens! That caught me unaware i couldn't even resist the urge.

For a moment I felt dizzy. Had to grab his shirt tightly for strength, fear I might trip.

Blue! Blue! He whispered faintly..blue? Blue? You still with me baby??

Leo... i whispered, i could barely hear myself speak.

Shuuuuu... Baby it's okay...come rest, let's continue later in the night... Even if you re still leaving me can i just spend the last few hours with you quiety? He said softly while caressing the back of my neck...

Leo... I whispered again..i i

Shuuuuu..... his lips slashed mine again violently, and this time i gave in willingly.

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